Cycle of Destruction

I'm not even sure how to start this one. My emotions are on a Ferris wheel that won't stop...and is on fire...and dragging everyone and everything in its path down with it. That's how I'm feeling right now. I didn't even relapse or anything extreme to that nature. Not necessarily. I partied with my family…

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The Surprise Continues

In my last blog post I talked about how I met someone and they told me they loved me. I very briefly skimmed over how that sudden admission made me feel. I was overwhelmed at the time and that post barely touched the surface. I was overwhelmed with the fear of love and all that…

When Love Surprises You

You know, I recently wrote a blog about my fear of falling in like with someone. It hasn't been that long since the beginning of our relationship, but you know how lesbian couples go, and we're suddenly at that point. I haven't been able to say it back but... I'm terrified. She loves me. She…

Relapsed…

I relapsed this weekend...I am so ashamed of myself. I've been trying to fight off these negative thoughts but I'm having a very hard time. The cravings have come back so much stronger. I fell so much quicker. I know they say its a never ending cycle of self destruction. And that when it comes…

The Selfishness of Suicide

Suicidal people are always told that it is a selfish act to kill themselves and to leave their loved ones behind to deal with the pain of their loss. I can understand the mindset and the goal that is trying to be accomplished in saying that. But has anyone sat back and thought about the…

Kneeling for the Flag

A hot topic in US society. As a veteran, I feel the need to put my two cents on the matter. Since everyone wants to use our reasons for joining and fighting for our country as a basis for their own beliefs, I feel it is pertinent that I share my view. I joined the…

Love vs. Fear

Being in like with someone. You know you are far from being in love with the person but you have recognized the fact that you are infatuated and would like this relationship to go further. I'm currently in that situation. I've found someone. I've found someone I've been knowing for a few years now. We've…

Better Yourself

An old free write I did a while back that still makes sense today.   In a world that is so easily manipulated. So many people think that what they're doing doesn't have some kind of impact or consequence or rebuttal. Everything you put into this world will come back to you, one way or another.…

Raised by the Ages

I was birthed by the 60's-70's. I was influenced by the 80's. I was raised by the 20's-40's. I was born in the 90's. My parents were born in the 60's and 70's. Each generation I've listed has been influenced by a number of different things, therefore the knowledge they pass onto others will also…

Wonder Woman and Boogeymen

I am able to relate to this in so many ways. I wish more people would could to terms about how women are being depicted in today’s society. It’s not far off from how minorities are depicted.

Accismus

There was a moment at the beginning of Wonder Woman where I cried.

No, it wasn’t the terrible accents.

No, it wasn’t the fact that the Amazons had shaved armpits. (Come on, Hollywood.)

No, it wasn’t the inexplicable missed opportunity for casting Lucy Lawless as Hippolyta.

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